qistinascutie

alone is sometimes good

2011-06-30T10:36:00.000-07:00

brand new beginning!

2011-06-30T10:23:00.000-07:00

hey ya'll!

k i knw i've been leaving this page to collect heaps of dust, but im far too busy and occupied dealing with life. HAH!

anw, a lot happened since i last blog. if i were to blog, i think i can write a novel! LOL

ok back on track, ITS JULY PEOPLE!

my birthday month u knw?! hee^^

half a year had just flew by like a bullet train. i cant even recall what happened in January. however, this year sure aint the same as the others. i learnt a lot of lesson from what had happened to dad. and i think it has changed the way i behave in one way or another. oh well~

its gonna be fasting month soon, then raya! honestly, idk how my family is going to celebrate raya this year. but im sure its gonna be a bittersweet one. :)

ok, before i bore u guys with my nonsense, i should stop here.

till the next post! :)

CURLS CURLS CURLS!!

2011-02-26T03:30:00.001-08:00

i love these curls on blake lively! oh gosh! wanna do this for my next hairstyle! hee

what, LOVE? nvr heard of it. =.=

2011-02-26T03:26:00.001-08:00

time never stop for you.

2011-02-22T06:22:00.000-08:00

ROMEO,ROMEO??

2011-02-14T04:22:00.001-08:00

2011-02-13T01:29:00.000-08:00

why you may ask?

coz i still live in the past, that i forgot the people that is around me.

i keep living in the old memories back then that i forgot to make new ones.

i cant move on coz i treasure the old too much that i forgot how to start a new one all over again.

im scared that if i have a new one, i will forgot the old one.

i cant move on coz i keep forgetting to.....

its not that easy to just live and abosorb whatever thats infront of me. some poeple can adopt quickly, while others, like me, will need to take a long period of time before they can finally be comfortable with the new surroundings and act the normal way.

so if you cannot understand that, i think maybe we arent meant to be.

so,

i think it'll be better if we go our own separate way. like this, its a win-win situation. both are happy, and there is no awkwardness in the surrounding.

I HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND.

:'(

2011-02-10T02:39:00.000-08:00

i am truly terribly sorry. :(((((

confused, SORRY, sad.

2011-02-10T02:13:00.000-08:00

that's why i didnt do it.

its because i dont want this to happened

but now, its too late,

it has happened, and

there's nothing i can change now.

hope everything will be alright.

why do you have to think so far?

i thought i was doing the right thing,

but in fact,

i was wrong.

im sorry if that ruin us.

im terribly sorry.

i didnt mean for all of these to happened.

seriously,

SORRY.

:'(

your thoughts that counts the most.

2011-02-04T02:02:00.000-08:00

february februari

2011-02-01T04:43:00.000-08:00

its feb alrd! time really flies past fast nowadays! im left with 1 more week of sch, and im done with sem 2! :D

january was a bit harsh to me, but it was okay. i manage to survive it, alhamdulillah. im sure God has planned good things in the future for me. :)

oh yar, well actually, 1st feb was not tht brilliant either. i was late for class! HAHA.

p.s. its alrd feb but i still havent buy my 2011 organizer! damn it! :(

somewhat like "DOs" and "DONTs"

2011-01-25T06:05:00.001-08:00

have u thought about it?

2011-01-15T23:20:00.000-08:00

hey peeps~! :D

i was just wondering, wht will u answer me if i say where u will be in the next few years in the future.

well some of u will have everything planned out. do well in sch, and go to some overseas university and continue ur studies there. while some, already think about work and marriage right after graduating poly. some have already their future planned out by their parents - work in ur father's/mother's company.

well, lucky for u guys, u have everything planned out, or at least have something in mind already. but for those who are cant afford overseas universiy or dont have their own family company, how?

i know im the kind of person who always go with the flow. i will worry about the current situation instead of the future. but i dont think i can just sit down and let time take its course for my future this time round.

there was this advertisement that caught my attention. it was about a collage in m'sia. a hospitality collage. i was thinking of pursuing my future there. its not tht bad but hmm, i still dont know. coz since my diploma is in hospitality, why not pursue it right?

but to be honest, i dont even know whether i want to be involved in this industry. i always keep my options open for any opportunity tht arrises. but till now, i dont even know if im going on the right path to the future. the diploma tht i enrolled in the first place is not even my choice of interest. i have no other choice, thts why. but im still keeping a positive outlook for it coz i know tht this industry is something that can never be out of line coz its something that is in demand everywhere.

so actually im torn apart. i dont know if i should stay in this industry line or go to another after graduating poly ( insya'allah). i dont wanna waste the whole 3 years of my poly education and then study something totally different afterwards. what a waste of time right.. haish...

i've asked my mum about the m'sia hospitality collage. and she said " are you sure u wanna go there?" i didnt answer her back. the next question she asked was, " are u sure u can be in m'sia alone" and i answered, "why not?" one of my auntie went to monash university in KL before. and she turn out great. so why cant i. i just have to be independent. its just another phase of adulthood right?

im still unseure of my future plans, but one thing for sure, i will always keep my options open and have a positive outlook about my diploma even though im not really interested in it.

after all, u dont know wht the future holds right? only god knows and thts just the way things are. so i just have to do wht i can now and see wht else HE has to offer me. :)

IMY :(

2010-12-27T08:55:00.000-08:00

I MISS US. THE TIME WE SPENT TGT, LAUGHING ALL DAY LONG, COMPLETING EACH OTHER SENTENCES AND LAUGHING AT EACH OTHER'S STUPIDITY...

AHHH~~ ALL THAT MEMORIES I HAVE OF U............

why do things and people have to change? :(

NEW ADDITION! :D

2010-12-20T23:28:00.000-08:00

cik sue's prince! :) she hasnt decide on the name yet...

look at those chubby cheecks! omg! haha! :)

p/s: i took this pic when he was in my arm.... :D

wht happened?

2010-12-20T21:46:00.000-08:00

havent been blogging for quite some time now. there's so much i wanna type down but i dont know where to begin.

well, for a start, congrats to cik sue for having her second child. :D

my UT1 results are BAD!! :( didnt do quite well for this sem. and honestly, i dont really like this sem. so lucky for me, this sem flies fast. :) only left with a few more weeks of this sem and im done! :)

ok, to be honest, i dont even know what else to share. LOL. there are things that i wanna say and
its bothering me but i just dont wanna get too personal. afterall, do u guys even bother? haha...

there's a saying : some things just meant to be kept as secrets and not to be told too others...
so yea..

toodles...

OH LIFE...

2010-12-16T21:29:00.000-08:00

life

2010-11-24T06:30:00.000-08:00

missing you!

2010-11-24T03:24:00.000-08:00

im starting to miss this little auntie! the last time i saw her was like a week ago?? i forgot. but i just miss her terribly! i wanna play & joke around with her! heh ^^

hopefully my plan to come over to tante's place this weekend is not cancelled.

tmr is thursday, and im left with one more day, then - WEEKENDS!! yeah! cant wait man! :D

ps: need to wear formal tmr! siannnn.......

2010-11-23T21:20:00.000-08:00

2010-11-23T04:32:00.001-08:00

I LOVE YOU

2010-11-23T04:08:00.000-08:00

2010-11-23T04:06:00.000-08:00

* sometimes our vision clears only after our eyes are washed away with tears.*

just beacause you're pretty

2010-11-16T05:47:00.000-08:00

you think you can get away with things?

you think you're popular?

you think you can criticize other who aren't as pretty as you?

you think you can choose who can be your friends and who cant?

you think you can decide who should go with who to the prom?

you think you can control people?

you think all guys will be attracted to you?

you think people will favor you?

people need to listen to you?

what for if you're pretty on the outside but rotten on the inside? pretty face does not bring you far if you do not posses the right character and brains. your face will be such a waste then. so think about it before you consider yourself pretty and go around controlling other peoples lives when yours aren't that brilliant either.

aawww.....

2010-11-15T22:56:00.001-08:00

thought of....

2010-11-04T08:08:00.000-07:00

i hate how my hair looks right now. feel like chopping it all off! but sayang... haha!

so anw, i was thinking, instead of cutting off my hair, maybe i shld rebond back. but aiyaa.. but im kinda like tired of straight hair! haha! wth is wrong with me??!?!?

ok, anyhu~

i feel like permimg my hair now instead of rebonding it again... wht u guys think? i want my hair to look smtg like the lady in the picture... how?

SO TRUE!

2010-11-03T19:19:00.000-07:00

i shld show this to my mum. haha! :)

TANTE!

2010-11-03T05:35:00.000-07:00

tante!! please bring me to places again. i miss going on road trips with u! you always bring me to places that mum and dad didnt. and you're the reason i know there's other places like perak, sungai wain, caves and more. oh and u introduced me to crispy noodle and seafood fried rice that is so fckin delicious! OH!! && having superb breakfast at impiana hotel and the comfortable renaissance hotel!! HAHA!

BRING ME TO COOL PLACES AGAIN!

please and thank you! :D

p/s : if u happen to read this, im serious...... heh. ^.^V

THOSE MOMENTS WHEN U WISH U CAN GO BACK TO...

2010-11-02T07:16:00.000-07:00

i miss going out with my friends. i dont know why, but it just seems impossible for ALL of us to gather and meet up as US. everyone is just too busy with their things that its difficult to set a perfect date. how i wish i can rewind time and experience these kind of moments whereby i am so happy with the situation that i am in that i dont wanna go out of it. but i know it is not possible. i need to come back to reality and deal with this. but it will just make me happy over-the-moon type if im able to go out with all these beloved girls!

im totaly comfortable with them that i dont have to preserve myself by not showing my true colours as they understand me and do not judge me like some assholes do. LOL

okay, so anw, i just miss them loads and hopefully one day we can all meet up without anyone missing.

hmmm... maybe i should plan a sleepover or a reunion! LOL. shall ponder on it. until then.. toodles! :)

2010-10-28T07:11:00.000-07:00

2010-10-28T07:08:00.000-07:00

2010-10-28T07:07:00.001-07:00

2010-10-20T23:14:00.000-07:00

THIS JUST SHOUTS CHILDHOOD TO ME! <3<3

a trip to the dc office!

2010-10-20T21:00:00.000-07:00

hey!! :)

ive been missing sch for the 2 days alrd. i hv the flu bug which sucks!
so anw, went to see the dc ystrd, and while waiting for my turn, suddenly i have a flashback of yesteryears. the clinic has a lot of memory of my childhood in it. it was sort of considered as my family clinic as i have been going there for oh so many years. and all my family members go there for check up everytime they're sick.

ok, so anw, as i was patiently sitting, suddenly i remembered when i was like k2 ( like 5 yrs old??). so here goes....

grandma was busy getiing my sister and i ready for school on that day when she realised that i was having difficulty in breathing. so she brought me to the dc( the clinic i told u guys earlier). blablabla, then we were in the dc room, the dc examine me and decided to give me the oxygen mask. i was so scared to put in on. I HAVE NO IDEA WHY I WAS SCARED OF THE FCKING MASK lol. so i refeused to put it on even though grandma pacified me and put the mask on the face to show that if its safe on her, then its safe on me. but i was so scared that i continuously refused to put the mask on. haha.. i pushed my grandma's hand hard when she tried to put it on my face. lol. no kidding, i was seriously crying because i was scared of the mask. HAHA!

then, if remembered correctly, grandma hugged me close to her and placed her face next to mine. the she hold the mask on her face but tilting it facing my way so that the oxygen goes to me..

and.. yeap, thats all i can remember! LOL.

i think i was so scared to put on the mask because i tot i was going to die or smtg! LOL.

2010-10-17T03:25:00.000-07:00

finally i get to play with her! :D

I MISS IFFAH ARISHA!!

2010-10-10T23:30:00.001-07:00

SHASHA GALORE!! <3

i would really love to travel the world

2010-10-08T05:50:00.000-07:00

:)

2010-10-06T10:50:00.000-07:00

hey!

its alrd 1:50am, and i cant sleep. dang!

had my first mango sago just now~ ( well actually ystrd.) it was so delicious! the waiting was not wasted after all~ :)

im so going there again! who's with me? LOL

so anw, after mango sago, we decided to go to minds cafe at city hall. so we trained there. had tonnes of fun there! i laughed my ass out hard! haha.. played like 5 games? idk. lost track. haha.. but the highlight of my day there was when we played the game- ugly dolls. it was so fun! hope i'll be going there soon. going to minds cafe with great "kakis'" are great coz all u are gonna have there is FUN!!

till then,

xxxx

:D

2010-10-04T12:15:00.000-07:00

hey ya'll!

if u guys noticed, i have changed my blogskin. i actually like the previous skin tht i had but idk. sudden urge to change my blogskin at 3:17 in the morning! haha.

so anw, i havent been updating my blog much even though im having school break now. hee.. :) been going out a lot these few days. went out shopping with fiq, tante, kak deeya and family. oh and raya-ing also.

oh, talking about raya, this year eid feels kinda different. cant point a finger where but it just feels different. there's so much changes tht is happening to both my paternal and maternal side tht just brings my mood level to low. how i wish everything can go back to its original or at least a better state, coz i dislike wht's happening right now. ok enough of this!

moving on... , i have yet to clean out my room! LOL! i knw, i knw. im such a pig! damn it! but i have used the shelves in my room to the maximum. i like the way it looks now. only needs a little more pictured frames and im done! yay!

wht else??...... oh ya, school goona strt soon! im kinda nervous coz sem 2= new class = new classmates = quiet, not the normal self me. idk why i act this way haish.....

ok. enough for now. gonna update soon. ( i hope) BYE!

xoxo

dealing with changes in life

2010-10-04T11:14:00.000-07:00

* i know im changing. we're all changing. just... dont forget me.*

PAGES!

2010-09-13T06:53:00.001-07:00

my cover, yeah i know im childish. i was 12+ then. :P

one of my fav pages! :)
pictures of friends and i from a sch trip.

took art pieces from sec 1 and 2 and paste it! :)

this took me 2 days to complete.

i drew this hippo and painted the page. one of my fav also! :)

i LIKE eyes! :)

i know my pages are not tht nice like those scrapbooks u see online. but at least it keeps me busy with something condusive. plus i have something to look at and show off to my kids in the future. :) insya'allah....

SCRAPBOOKING! :D

2010-09-13T05:45:00.000-07:00

hey peeps! :)

FINALLY, exams are over. - holidaysss!! :) i have 1 more month to go before i strt schling again. yay-ness! :D

so anw, since its the holidays and im free from studying, decided to get back to my scrapbooking after i have left it for like a year ago. i miss cutting out pictures from magazines, taking beautiful postcards and printing pictures to paste in my scrapbooking book tht i have. well actually the picture u guys see above is done by someone more expert. im just a beginner, still trying new ideas out putting together a bunch of junk in one page. hopefully one day i can make something nice. :)

auntie invited me to her house to do some scrapbooking coz she have all the necessities for scrapbooking. she has the nicest collection of buttons, flowers, coloured/printed paper, stickers and more! she even have the stamps and all!! insya'allah, if im free i'll go there. but not at the mean time though.

i'll post some pictures from the pages in my book for u guys to see in the following post. :)

HAPPY EID

2010-09-12T15:23:00.000-07:00

wishing all my muslim friends and family happy eid mubarak! i want to take this opportunity to seek forgiveness if i had insulted, scolded, reprimanded, gossiped, took your things w/o permission, etc...

may god bless you! :)

HAPPY EID MUBARAK! :D

xoxo,

hidayah :-*

i wish i may, i wish i might

2010-09-02T17:40:00.000-07:00

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!

2010-08-31T05:59:00.000-07:00

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!!

its the time of year again.. but this year, i cant really celebrate it since im alrd in poly.. however, it dosent mean that i forgot all the teachers that have helped me during my course of studies in my pre-school, primary and secondary school. i am very thankful that i get some of the best teachers in the world that has helped me achieve my goal (well maybe)

so here, i want to make a dedication to my beloved teachers out there; mdm lee, mdm ramna, ms yati, mdm teh,ms azila, mrs ee.. just to name some.....

with a special gift for teaching,

and with a heart that deeply cares,

you add a lot of love

to everything you share

and even though

you mean a lot

you'll never know how much ,

for you helped

to change the world

through every life you touched

you sparked creativity

in the students whom you taught

and helped them strive for goals

that could not be bought

you are such a special teacher

that no words can truly tell

however much you're valued

for the work you do so well

irony

2010-08-25T02:41:00.000-07:00

well they say a picture speaks a thousand words. so here, it preety much expalins what i wanna say.

A trip to Johore

2010-08-23T07:32:00.000-07:00

this picture was taken after we had our breakfast.

so yesterday, went to Johore to have iftar with family cum grandma birthday celebration. my family arrived in Johore at about 4 in the afternoon, we went to KipMart first as tante said they were there. ( tante and mama went in Johore before us as they were finding iffah her raya outfit).

at about 6 plus, met tante and the rest, then off we went to the hotel. we washed up a little before going down for our breakfast. the food was not that great. but what the heck, cheap food. so after we ate, rest a while in the room then off we go back to singapore. didnt take a lot of photos as most of the time i was busy playing with iffah.

so anw, today is the 12th day of ramadan. time flies really fast! i didnt even do any productive things during my break! omg! my exams are just around the corner and i only finished studying only ONE module! gosh, im dead meat!

okay, putiing stress prone things aside (lol), im so looking forward for the end of the month! - payday! hee... :) there's like a lot of things that i wanna buy for myself. with aidilfitri comming, theres a lot of things that i need to buy : shoes, make up, accesories, etc... so im really looking forward to go shopping! yeah baby!! :D

crushed hopes! :(

2010-08-20T16:47:00.000-07:00

hey yo peeps!

i know i have been saying a lot about redecorating my room. and i will do it during my holidays. but looking at the situation it is right now, i think i will not be able to do it anytime soon. i've been busy with work that i'll be tired to even clean my room let alone redecorate it! LOL! and btw,dad is not much of a help either. i asked him to accompany me to the paint shop, but he asked me to go alone coz he is busy! sheesh!

so yea..,, maybe i'll do it after aidilfitri coz by then im done with exams and gonna take leave from work. heee... :)

insya'allah...

2010-08-20T16:40:00.000-07:00

yigloo!

i've been craving this for weeks now. why does the shop have to be located so far?! can they have one in the west? PLEASE!

week-end

2010-07-31T08:20:00.000-07:00

hello peeps!

Saturday (31/7/2010)

went out with fiq today. first, we went to vivo to have my all-time-favourite comfort food - yigloo. fiq brought spaghetti with cream sauce. it was delicious! and i brought nutella bread. ( heh... i was lazy). we ate that first then off to yigloo.

decided to go to ikea, so we bus-ed off to alexandra. ikea was having sale, there was a lot of things that i wanna buy there but i didnt have $$$! boohoo.... :( while walking, i have a lot of ideas popping in my brain for my room. now im thinking of buying a sofa bed to maximise the space in my room.. heh.. but idk yet. still not confirmed. but one thing for sure, im definately painting my room. i just have to decide on the colour. heee.... so anw, after ikea, we went home..

Friday (30/7/2010)

went over to tante's house after JB. huda and i decided to take arisha to tante's so that we can play with her.. so we went to cik naza's house to fetch her.

huda decided to make oreo cupcake that night, so she took out all the ingredients and arisha and i "help" her. arisha was excited to "help". but she was scared of the mixer. i think coz it was making a loud noise. arisha helped tante crushing the oreos in the bowl while huda make the base batter for the cupcake.

after everything was mixed its time to fill it in the cups, this is the part where it all gets messy. arisha wanted to help scooping the batter in the cups, so i hold her hands sorta guiding her. but being what she is, she insisted to do it alone. so i let her. her hands was full of the batter after filling those cups. she licked her hands then wiped the rest on her clothes! she was already in her pj's but then, we have to change her .. haish.. ifffah arisha...

i had a lot of fun playing with her that evening. she always makes me laugh with her cute replies.

airsha : wht tht?

me: tht's an elephant.

arisha: ilipant?

me : no. ele-phant.

arisha: oh okay..

irritatingly cute! hiakkkdush!!! hehe... ^^

BABIES!

2010-07-29T06:31:00.000-07:00

cute-ness!!

i dont know why but lately, im so happy when i come across children. especially babies! they are like so damn cute and i feel that they are like the greatest creation of god. i will simply smile just by looking at them. be it walking back home from school or taking the train.

i cant wait for the new addition in the family that is going to come soon!

however, it's kind weird that actually, i find it difficult to express my feelings to babies. i mean when i play with them, i will feel awkward when someone hears me or sees me making idiotic faces and noises infront of the babies. haha! i dont know how my sisters can do that. but one thing for sure that i will never feel hissitant to kiss a baby... heh ^^

there's this one incident whereby i was out with my parents and i was pissed at them for something.. i cant remember. then i was walking and came across this lady carrying her daughter. the child looked at me and gave me a huge fat smile and giggled at me. she really made my day. i was all smiles after that. even the lady looked at me coz she was suprised that her daughter suddenly smiled and giggled. i smiled back and waved at the girl and she returned the wave. CUTE! (im smilling idioticly now thinking back at the situation)

INSPIRED TO DESIGN!

2010-07-23T05:26:00.001-07:00

hola peeps!!

wouldn't mind sharing my room with sis if it looks like this!

it will be cool if i can make my room like this

i want this~!

i've been looking at pictures of room designs to get inspiration. i want to rearrange/redecorate my room. im sick and tired of how my room looks like now. there's no wall that are visible and its kinda disturbing for me. i wanna remove at least one of the wardrobe so that i can make space for a "chiil out" corner or for my full length mirror. i aslo want to paint my room - cranberry red/purple/red/lime green. i asked dad for permission if i can paint it and he has given me the greeen light but i need to do it myslef.. (-.-)

but before i can do anything to my room, i need to pack all the stuffs in the wardrobe into boxes. this kinda demoralise me a little, but im trying my best to keep a positive attitude to it. heh ^^

IKEA... here i come!! ^^

im 17!

2010-07-07T22:02:00.001-07:00

hello!

i was so touched yeasterday when liesah and amira met up with me. they brought food that they have cooked themselves and gave it too me.. i think its kinda like a biurthday "treat". they cooked fried rice, noodles(instant) and made jelly for me.. it was nice. :)

i know a lot of hard work has been put in cooking these stuffs for me, so i really appreaciate it very much! :)

THANK YOU BABES!

happy birthday!

2010-06-30T21:44:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAK DYA!

life changing...

2010-06-25T21:05:00.001-07:00

i miss those secondary sch days when i can be absent on fridays just to follow my cousins or auntie to go out. nowadys, my life is so boring. how i wish that my prince charming can magically appear now and add some sparks in my life (HAHAHA)

anw~~

im addicted to this malay show ADAMAYA. it features one of my favourite malaysian artist - lisa surihani. i just love the story yeaps its about love.. heh ^.^v

i just find her adoringly preety! which is one of the reason i like to watch it heh... i know it sounds wrong.. but trust me.. u'll love her when u see her.. promise..

TOLD YOU! :P

pictures!!

2010-04-22T22:08:00.000-07:00

PICTURES!!

2010-04-22T21:54:00.000-07:00

hello people!

i know i havent been updating my blog for a long time.. heh..

so anws, sch already started and im sill trying to "fit in" to the new environment. everything is so new to me. it feels like i entered kindergarten, but at least kindergarten u can make friends in a snap! haish..

since sch started also, i always have to cancel/decline my "meet ups" with either friends or cousins eventhough i feel like going out because i still havent get my schedule right. everything is still chaos. as i need to juggle sch, work and social life(eventhough my social life sucks!).

on a brighter note, i feel that my family bond is better then before. :) not saying that before was bad luh, its just a little better. heh.... :D

ps: i miss going shopping! :(

2009-12-29T21:02:00.000-08:00

A VERY ADVANCE HAPPY NEW YEAR!

i know i heven't post for so long.. my apologies...

anw,

if u guys ask me wht i've been up to.. the answer is 'nothing'.. since the strt of holidays, i've been lazing ard at hme.. if not, outside. since tis is the longest holiday tht i ever had, i have wasted it by sleeping over to my aunt's hse, going shopping with friends n cousins..

DECEMBER - always the month of broke-ness.. aside frm holidays

during tis month i went to KL to witness my cousin's wedding.. eventhough we spent 4 days there, it felt so short coz i only had a day for shopping.. my shopping list is still long..

then, after KL trip, i went to malacca, followed who else but my auntie. it was just a day trip coz malacca n s'pore is just a few hours drive...

apart frm malacca n KL, i had a few trips to johore...

if u guys wanna see pictures its all in facebook. if u guys want luh.. hee...

wht happened..

2009-11-20T23:16:00.000-08:00

HELLO!

by now u guys shld know tht i have FINALLY finished my O's... so now im slacking at home doing nothing besides eating, watching tv, sleeping n goin out to shop...

i attended a camp at ngee ann poly – red camp 6.. it was fun! they served us great food! heh....
GO VIKINGS!!

ANW,

i went out with fiq n faheerah last monday to IKEA.
after IKEA, we went to F.I.S.H. the food was delicious!

kk.. let the pictures do the talking.. :)

sry for the UNrotated pictures... heh....

(u can tilt ur head right...)

ALREADY MISSING U!

2009-10-09T19:24:00.000-07:00

OLA PEEPS!

today marks the first day of my study leave since my t'chers didnt call me bck to sch..... so hopefully in this coming 2 weeks, i will maximise my time studying...( hard to believe)

so anw, ystrd was the last day of sch, and what better way to spent it but with my lovely friends. i spent the whole day non-stop laughing at mira's and zaty's joke... i was super energetic ystrd.

mr thiru n mdm lee gave me a lot of advice on their last lesson, and im really thankful tht i get them as my teachers. :) i was actually feeling sad when i was leaving hgv....

leaving behind all those tables tht i have vandalised, the teachers tht i love n the food tht's cheap! haha!

but life have to go no matter wht right?

soon i will be seating for my O's n then venturing into another type of world tht im kinda scares me .....

16 MORE DAYS!!

ending this post with sme of the memories in hgv....

heart attack!

2009-10-08T04:00:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEEPS! :)

wow! its been such a long time!

so anw, O lvls are just ard the corner and im totally not prepared sey! damn!

looking back at my prelims results, it kinda looks like im not gonna be able to do as well as i expected eh... haish.....

tmr is going to be my last day of sch day in hgv.. sad! just now was my last lesson of math! argh! so sad.. :(

its so unbelievable tht i have been schooling in hgv for 4 years! it dosen't even feel like 4 years eh.. how sad im leaving it tmr.. i can still remember the first day in hgv.......

the first day of sec 4... where i became more mature abt certain things n where i met mdm lee... haha! gonna miss my fav t'cher!

17 MORE DAYS TO O'S!

Pray for me everyone! :)

ending this post with pics frm raya..

2009-08-29T09:13:00.000-07:00

hey!

firstly, selamat menyambut bulan puasa to all muslims!

had iftah at mama's juz now. get to eat nenek cik's famous mee siam! yum! :) then we prayed together...

a lot has happened since i last post. prelims are long over n the results scares me! im left with less than 2 months before the real thing starts! omg! time reaaly flies fast.

last week, mdm lee had a talk with those weaker pupils in her 0ffice. everyone who came out of her office cried. tht scene tht i saw on thurs suddenly open my eyes. i have a feeling tht is very difficult to explain. and its very difficult for me to get rid of it. even i myself dont understand the feeling.

ive been having mood swings n been scolding ppl with no apparent reason. idk why im feeling this way. whatever it is, i hope it can go away soon coz i dont want to hurt anyone feelings.....

EXHAUSTED!

2009-06-08T07:24:00.000-07:00

OLA peeps!

im so exhausted! went out with cousins frm afternoon sey....

firstly we went to clementi, it was damn hot luh sey! futuremore im fasting sey...

then went to jp to window shop.. nothing caught my attention except this necklace. so just bought tht....

so anw, today is officially the first day of june holiday for me! :) (the weekends are not considered as holiday) only 11 more days of fasting.. go hidayah! LOL!

anw....., had a family gathering last sat. it was damn fun! played bowling like i've never played b4 like tht! hah! u know me.... oh yar! FINALLY, get to see sofiya....

then on sun, went to kampung.... its the durian season, so everywhere there's durian.. only ate a few coz i dont really like durian... but we brought a lot of durian back to s'pore... ish! the whole car smells of it! urgh!

photos will be posted soon... lazy sey now! hehe...

btw, credits to tante for bringing me to eat crispy noodle at KIPMART n to JUSCO at taman indah! thx!! love ya!!

GAY!!

2009-05-22T23:04:00.000-07:00

ola ppl!!

had skipped sch on fri.. :)

wake up as early as 7+ to get ready to go out by 8+. meet cik naza n kak dya at jp. with a lil delay, finally we reached s'pore expo...

was so suprised to see tht at only 10+ the queue for the crocs sale was damn long! we spent abt an hour or so queueing up... n finally went in the hall.. there were loads of ppl. n hoestly i think some have become apes! haha! they were pushing ppl to get the shoes tht they want. s'poreans are so kiasu! sheesh! bt anw, im so used to the pushing alrd. pity the small kid who followed their mums....

anw,bought abt 3 pairs of shoes n went off to t3 to have my lunch. ate at popeye's.. delicious!! yum2!! then off to jp. didnt buy aitin though...

abt like a few hrs of rest at tante's then went out agn to mustafa ctre..

so in all, ystrd was a very tiring day fo me. the sole of my feet are still sore. but overall im happy!! :))

demoralised

2009-05-01T08:58:00.000-07:00

kinda feel down today coz smtg n someone ruined my day! urgh!

so anw, MYE is commin!! aahh!! its like only another 5 more days.

..... shd stop talkin out this eh. coz it will make me more nervous

change topic........................................................

i was watching the t.vo juz now and saw some BEAUTIFUL ladies! to me, the most gorgeous ladies in this world are SHEILA RUSLY, EJA, SITI NURHALIZA, ZIANA ZAIN, AIDA ARIS, TIARA J. n more. they are like damn preety luh sey!! love to watch any movies tht have them in it! :) princess frm heaven!

here are some of the pictures so tht u will agree with me!

tiara jaquelina

siti nurhaliza

eja

ziana zain

everybody dance now!

2009-04-25T00:50:00.000-07:00

hey ho!

im totally bored right now. its only iqah n me at hme. the rest went out! URGH! im bored!

abg lan is having his son cukur rmbt tdy. im so lazy to go. :) haih...

irfan( newest member of family. 12.03.09)

exams are round the corner!! AAHH!! everybody scream! heh.. nonsense sey!

so anw, ystrd during ss period, we were suppose to do research thingy. im the antropologist or smtg.. cant rmr. i dread it sey!! i dun even knw wht im suppose to do! why the hell must we do the search thingy anw mr bambang?

sheesh! .............. im damn bored!!

this is wht happens when hidayah is bored!!

crzy n twisted me!

trebilly exhausted!

2009-04-23T04:28:00.000-07:00

hello!

wow! its nearly end of the week agn! so fast!

so anw, this week is vey packed! there's test the whole week except for wed. there's geog thest tmr.

did my math test juznow. OMG! confirm fail sey! omg! omg!

mid year is commin in a week n SERIOUSLY im not prepared! i've been complacent with my studies this few days n im already feeling the effect of my behaviour! sheesh!! its very difficult for me to pay attention in class this whole week. n when this happens, my neighbours will get affected as well as i will disturb them during the lessons! hehe....

maths is being very annoying to me now since i started the chpt on probability! URGH! but i will TRY my best to do it!! i can do it!!

i've been having flashback of my past. aah.. love the old days!

ola!

2009-04-09T03:22:00.000-07:00

hey!

today was great! lesson was interesting. laughed alot during lessons. n i was making alot of noise. sorry to my neighbours esp atiqah tht has to endure my crazy-ness and loudness! hehe...

mr pan was absent today so first period was a free period. studied math abit to prepare for commin test later on. helped ima n atiqah with some of the qns. im nt tht clever luh u guys... ish!

then MATH!! FAVORITE! mdm lee made the lesson into a heart attack game. all answered except zaty i think. so lucky. so anw, had loads of fun coz alot of adrenalin produced to stimulate my already dying brain!

after math was malay. was quite "dry" bt laughed alot also. found out tht im type A personality. whatever tht means... then im the type of person whom u can approach to disscuss anything with.. idk if its true... u decide

then RECESS! feel like vomiting sey! idk y! bt force myself to eat coz later on gt test. ( feel like vomiting durng recess tis whole week. why uh?) credits to liesah for tying my hair! NICE!! i LIKE!!

english was next after recess. fun luh. sang n read the passage tht ms teo gave. read the passage too many times tht i think i memorised the whole passage. abt three youths at the beach looking at some fishermen blah...blaah blah... wow! i remembered!

so anw had MATHS agn!! woohoo!! had test n OMG! i think im definately gonna fail this one! qn 1 je dh stuck! sheesh!!

completed the test half an hour earlier! was so shocked! tried reading the un-do-able qns agn but cnt find ans! ish! fed up!! mdm lee kept walking ard! more adrenalin produced!! btw she smells nice!!

at the end of the test feel like shouting sey!! ish! IM GONNA FAIL!! OMG!! MUMMY!

even zaty can do he qns sey!! so stupid! AAHHHH!!.......................................

2nd last period mr tam came in and was explaining abt pollination thingy. didnt pay attention coz bz doing summary! hehe... the mdm lee came in agn! we were given chem ws bt decided to do math coz chemisrty is nt my cup of tea... trigo thingy. think im gettin alot better at it except when u ask me to solve! die!

so...... end this boring post with some pics of adam n tisya! beloved niece n nephew! miss them loads!!

tisya crying coz the vacuum is on!! haha!! cutie!!

ALOHA!

2009-04-08T02:43:00.000-07:00

HEY, HEY HEY!

wats up? hehe.. im in a gd mood tdy.! dont ask!

Zaty started singing TAKDIR CINTA-rossa in class juz now n the song is stuck in my head till now! ZATY!

so anw, alot of things have change in my life since this year. some gd, some bad.

i never imagined my life will turn out like this. firstly, my lifestyle totally change! im no longer able to stay awake till midnight. secondly im not able to go out with my family most of the times and not forgetting my friends too! miss them loads!

i feel that i do not laugh alot this year as compared to last year. ish! im becoming a boring person! omg!

have i told u tht my relationships are going down the drain? well im gonna tell u agn anyways!

hate the way i interact with people nowadays! like shit like tht! ish!! ive been observing, n found out tht the only thing tht keeps us together is the fact tht we are in the same area everyday(trying to be not specific) if nt, i dont think we will be close. :(

how the hell do all the ppl interact with others?! i feel like im an alien like tht. then when i talk to them they will be like "huh?? wat u talkin??" ish!!

hate hate hate hate it!!

AAHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p.s. I LOVE MDM LEE!!

I hate standard deviation!

2009-03-28T16:21:00.000-07:00

HEY!!

did some math ystrd.- standard deviation.

i now u guys will be like " omg hidayah sd is so bloody easy!"

i hate hate hate it! so leceh! need draw the stupid table.. then my ans does not tally with the back ans. so fed up sey... ish!!

anw, enough talking bout math.

last friday, hillgrove had MEET-THE-PARENT session n mum came. i was scared the whole journey to sch. dont ask.

then when i came in to class there's only liesah( with her dad talkin to mr pan), wei ling with her mum waiting for her turn and zaty. i was relieved at first coz i need to see mr pan only but then ms teo came in. zaty n i was laughing as we did not know wad to expect when ms teo came in.

after wei ling its my turn. i was smiling the whole way to the table. hehe...

then after sitting down, mdm lee came in!! i was so shocked! im scared she will complain to my mum but she was ok... actually all the teachers gave me gd comments. :).thx!

since students need to go for the evening talk later, i decided to waste the whole of 3 hrs at westmall. mum accompanied me. then ate at kfc n waited for faheereah. then abt 6+ walk to sch.

we reached early so decided to take my bio tys. then see lots of parents waiting for their turn sey.. y so slow wan..... haih......

so anw, ystrd was earth hour n my family took part in it. hehe:). the whole house was dark except dad watching the tv. i went in my room n laid there. then went to sleep at 9 ++!! early right! that explains why im up early today! hehe:)!

2009-03-03T21:10:00.000-08:00

isnt she peety?. im so obsessed with her song sey. - Dingin.

anw, had spa just now. it was easy for some but i find it terribly hard! urgh!

.... Anw, since i had spa, so i was dismissed early. went straight home though. didnt know where to go. actually i thought of doing some window shopping at lot 1 but decided to save money or the comming holiday! hehe......

finally ct1 has ended! can sleep!! haha!!!

im happy with my ss results!(the only paper i got currently). was quite pleased with the results luh... thought i scored border line.. :)

im so scared to get my maths results this friday. i think i did trebbily!! mummy help!!!
mdm lee target for the class is A1 sey.... ish!!

wanna know sumtin?!! there's approximately there's only 88 more days for the first o level paper sey!! if u exclude the weekends and holidays, only like wad, 75-80? more days!! omg!! IM SCARED!!! i doont think im ready to sit for the paper!! my results so menghampekn!!
haih...........

if u guys wanna know, im struggling with al my subjects! except ml. the new chpt of chem is so confusing. started on a new chpt yesterday for bio but i dint "catch any balls"! haih... then comes math! e.math i can still cope luh but a.math is like so difficult sey. i did not understand the whole of chpt 13 and 14!! adding to tht, there's a test for chpts 12-14 next monday!! DIE!!!!!!!!!!!
i wonder how those who scored 10 for L1R5 study. haiyo..........................

ending this entry with some of my history.....

mummy n daddy!

me!

huda

lovely kids(arisya & alayna)

cousins day out! (mind the ugliness!!)

~END~

2009-02-20T01:23:00.000-08:00

the best picture that best describes my feelings right now

im so sick of doing math yesterday. was so damn stressed last night! tried doing some sums but didnt manage to solve them. i was so pissed sey!! urgh!!

btw yesterday mr pan gave us the some sort of entry proof or sumtin. it scared the hell out of me! o levels comming soon!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anw, the weekend is coming and the books are already calling me. tons of revision to do. n math homework too. my MOM(mother of maths), mdm lee gave us last year common test paper n she said its a killer. so maybe tonight im going to try n do it. hopefully i pass! if nt, im D.E.A.D!!!!!!!!

just now in class my mom asked if we're stressed. idk if im strssed or not. maybe a little. coz i've been having bad mood swings after school and for this week i have cried 5 times! urgh!!

(ps: im sorry but that was the only solution that i have. :*( )

2009-02-07T05:40:00.000-08:00

credits to kak dya for helping me with my blog.!

sheesh!! life is hectic nowadays! there's alot of hommework to be and done tests to study!

2009 is a very tiring year for me. school,homework, sleep...

practically, there's not enough time for me. 24 hours is not enough. at the rate im going now, i dont know if im ready to take the Os. haih..

relationships are also slacking. no time to interact. im busy with this and his busy with that... (sadded)

adding to that, my relationships with friends are also turning bad. we have no time for each other. and im becoming disant with all of them. it's like there's no more chemistry btwn us. and i feel tired of seeing her face. im sorry to say this but its true. its like im trying very hrd to protect our relationship while she is ruining it. ( info: not hillgrovian friend)

but what can i do. who am i to tigh her to my apron right?.....

enough talking about this....(thinking about a topic...)

anw, so far, my sittting position in class is ok. i get to disturb zaty n joke ard with her. ( btw, she proved me wrong). but bio clas sitting position sucks! mr tam have changed my seat. eventhough there's ima infront of me, i find it boring as my surrounding has quiet people. haih.... mr tam..........!!

Btw! im at tante's hse right now. just bake a cake just now. actually huda n kak diah was the one who baked the cake. i eat only. yumm!

2008-12-21T19:31:00.000-08:00

hey babes!!

wak seh was hospitalised agn 2 days ago. pity her. she has to go through alot in her life. sadded. :). when i visited her yesterday, just looking a her made me wanna shed my tears. hope she can pull this through n get well soon... insya'allah.

anw,
know what?! i cant sleep tersterday night sey... kept thinking abt something. i decided to crash with huda n iqah since they too find it hard to sleep yesterday. we sang n chat until 5+. i slept for a while n then iqah's alarm went on! at 6! i switched it off since huda n iqah turned out to be deaf to the alarm. then at 7.20 my alarm went on! then alpet for awhile n finnaly woke at 8.30. so i selpt roughly about 2-3 hours only! urgh!! i think im having mood swings. hehe...

anw, i actually wanted to postponed my plan to go out9 with liesah n fiq today coz i wanna go to the hospital. but decided not to as there is not enough time for us to meet agn as after chrismas i will be totally busy..

2009 is comming . coming fast!! im not even ready!! i have scary thoughts for next year!! my homework is not done n i still havent revised yet! n there's only left 8 days!! OMG!

btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY mum, wak nah, cik zizah n daniyal!!

HEY PPL DO THE DANCE LET ME SEE U CLAP UR HANDS!

2008-12-17T21:02:00.000-08:00

hey ppl!!

i was watching rachel ray when suddenly the memories of sec 3 camp hit me.
and now im singing n doing cheers!! omg! help me get it out!!

anw, i was able to use the comp coz i begged her! lols!!

actually i have ntg to blog sey... sadded!

2008-12-09T08:05:00.001-08:00

hey ya'll!

what the hell happened ti my blog sey!! like shit!!

anw, i ave no time to change it. so let it be like tht luh....

gtg!! bb

loads of fun!

2008-11-24T02:43:00.000-08:00

hey ya!!

im having so much fun laughing my ass off with kak diah, cik dd n huda @ cik sue's hse. we are karaoke-ing.

anw, thought of going hme today but then decided not as kak diah ask us to sleepover with her for one night. so here i am! im meeting my fwens tmr!! woohoo!!!! i miss them loads!! thought of going to town tmr. must sabo liesah!! :)) hope syimah can make it coz i havent seen her for qutie some time n miss her loads!!

what shall i wear tmr? haih........

2008-11-22T21:46:00.001-08:00

hey ya'll!

im still at cik sue's hse @ punggol. currently trying to change my blogskin n entertaining faheerah. i just realised tht i turned out to be stutpid when im bored. haih...

anihu, i've been hearing tht there is a class gathering but they are always changing the date t meet n now im kinda lazy to go. have not been hearing much from liesah. maybe she's busy... n fiq, are u mad at me?

sup?!

2008-11-21T22:22:00.000-08:00

Hey yall kids!

its super uber long since i last updated. hehe..

so now is the end of year holidays and im spending it by having sleepovers at my cousins hse.

the first week of holiday weekend i went to tante's, last weekend followed tante to melaka n hey what do u know, im now at cik sue's. its great having sleepovers at different houses! :)

anw, eventough its the holiday but i still have tons n tons of homework! i only finished some of them. my target was that i must finish all my homework by the end of november, BUT what the heck!

im currently slaking at cik sue's. watching huda playing ps2 n watching cik sue n cik dd making christmas card to sell. very nice! im interested to make some but my creativity is limited at tis moment. :))

oh! btw, i had a craving for donuts last week n tante bought me a box of dunkin donuts! OMG! one word: DELICIOUS n now im craving for kfc! haha! its been a long time since i had kfc! i want the chicken! CHICKEN!!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KHALIESAH!!!!

tired n all swaety

2008-05-18T03:16:00.000-07:00

hey people!!

its been a very long time since i blog sey... i seldom switch on the comp these days.

niewaes, im currently at tante's crib just finished cooking lunch. tired sey. cooked 3 dishes.. im all tired n sweaty.

left a week more n school is out baby!! bt i hope this year's june holiday is more exciting n fun then last year's. it was so boring n i was always at home. talking bout june holiday, sis n i are nt goin to follow mum n dad to kl sey. sis had to study for her o levels n i do need the extra hours studying maths n chem n english. my english is going frm bad to worse sey... im always talkin in singlish.(blogging too).

talking bout subjects, my results for mid year exams was so poor!! i failed a maths sey!! damn bad!! luckily i just failed 1 subject. the rest are all border line cases. im getting the hang of studying biology. i find it very interesting. but chem lessons are so boring. eventhough mr thiru made jokes to keep us awake but i still find it hard to pay full attention to the lesson. i kept joking with brandon.

this is random but...

I WANNA GO SHOPPING!!

i've been eyeing alot of stuffs but sadly, i have no money sey..... how i wish i was born with lots of money. bt anw, fiq n i are goin out tmr. dont knoe where to though. i wanna buy earings n shoes...

klah. thts all! see u guys soon i hope! hehehe!!....

xoxo IDA.

over the weekend.

2008-03-10T01:35:00.000-07:00

hey...

didnt came to school last fri.. i was tired+ lazy...( also lazy to go to workshop)

waited for sis to come bck frm school n headed to uncle nazri's hse. he's having a baby shower for herr first child iffah arisha. helped a bit there n here then folled naz to pick up ssome of the furnitures at aunties hse.... it was so fun coz took the lorry to her hse n at the bck kak diah, cik dd huda n i laughed like we're retards. n i was so damn blur... oon our way bck, i witnessed an accident btwn motorist.. luckily no one was hurt....

then cik dd brought us to shell to top up fuel ni bought them ice cream. ate at the void deck then headed to tante hse, since there were so many ppl sleeping over at naz hse. it was kind of scary sleeping alone at mak's bed coz usually we slept 2gether.

niewaes, the next day, i was awaken by the loud ringing phone... it was mama n she asked tante to go to the market to buy meat again. so headed to gelang market then to naz hse. there i vacuumed the hse a bit n played with IFFA. helped here n there then the ceremony began...

took some videos during the ceremony n iffa looked so preety with the white dress that i choosen for her!!! heheh enjoy..........

blogger has some errors when uploading so sorry.... maybe on the nxt post...

when boredom strikes...

2008-03-02T00:23:00.000-08:00

hello peeps!!

currently at uncle nazri's hse. juz finished painting his master bedroom. quite tired act.....

im so appy i got to play with iffa!!! woohoooh!!!!!!

niewaes, ystrd, went to syarahan opp lot 1. i was FORCED to...
actt, the syarahan was nt that bad after all. only that i have to sit on the floor n was in the first 2 rows to the stage so the sound system is REALLY N I MEAN REALLY, good! ( u know wad im mean) the syarahan ended at bout 11++ so buss-ed hme n went straight to bed. i was so tired....

oh god!!1 i juz remembered! i still got a sumarry n a spontaneous writting to complete!! n i didnt brought it here!!!! i wish ms teo is absent tomorrow sey.....

klah gtg bb!!!

2008-03-01T02:38:00.000-08:00

hie ppl!!

i've not been blogging for a long a long time sey....

niewas im back......

im sec 3 now n im in 3e2. the class is ok i guess. studies r ok..... ive juz received all the papers result n i failed one subject! that sux! i juz need 1 more mark n i pass.. god!! act im impressed with myself tis year coz i can cope with my math. usually i suck at it. alhamdullilah.....

its been 1 month of 2008 n i think my friendships with my gfs are not so close as last year.. espicially with faheera... i feel we are gettin far apart n we seldom talk... haih...... i longed a shopping soree with my beloved friends man... i want to buy new chlotes n shoes.... urgh!!

oh yar! i watched a 8 part video clip series with the title 'rendang untk mertua' - rendang for in law, at youube juznow. it was so good. the main character is played by fazura. the show has a really good lesson to be learnt. you guys should watch... but the ending is not so good though.

march holiday are commin soon n im hoping to spnt some time at uncle nazri's hse to play with iffah. the latest member in the salleh n sidah family... i guess tis holiday i wont be travelling overseas... so boring.....

crapping....

2007-12-13T01:01:00.000-08:00

haih.....

im so bored n fed up. everyday its the same thing...
im so pissed with myself. i regret my action towards her. but what can i do... nasi dah jadi bubur....

niwaes, i've been reading some of my friends blog n they are all talking bout relationships n all that... breaking up n patching again... it has come to my attention that majority of the girls really can't help themselves with such break ups n feel depressed. well, i tink its so stupid to feel that way... i mean we are still young n there are lots more boys that we should date n not stick to one only..... we have to learn to get along with all types of men that are out there.......

niwaes, im glad i broke off with him... he was so idiotic.... i mean, he get jealous so easily stupid siak.... btw,--- to tis someone--->>>> the guy i walked with was my buddy in unity deng....

enough crap.... girls, when are we going out?? i miss u guys so much n i hv so many stories to tell...... god! i really miss u!!!

missing hell loads of people!

2007-12-10T08:09:00.000-08:00

i haven't post for quite some time now...
firstly i wanna say sorry to eera for canceling the meetin 3 times in a row. im really SORRY!!!

secondly, im cerrently at uncle nazri's hse. im here for a purpose and that is to take care of auntie nazariah which is heavily pregnant. thats why im not always avaliable upon request......
bt in will be home soon......

tis weekend, having a family gatherin n im quite wxcited to see all the lil kids. espicially alayna... she is so adorable!!!

niiewaes, im really craving alot of things!!! oh god!!!
AND, im craving to go out with friends!!

i dun knoe if u guys feel it bt tis year hols are so damn boring like shit!!! everyday its the same.. woke up, watch tv, eat, bathe, tv for hours then sleep!! its so damn pathetic!!! n i wanna go out of singapore!! malaysia at least!! it so damn boring..... the next trip to kl is so long... its on 2008, march.... so long.... usually kl will be our hols port for end of year hols... bt lola on dad side is really sick n we cant go any further then kl....

btw, kak rozy has given birth n her baby is soo cute... his bloody red n so small..... he only took 1/3 of the basket.... his name is kyle btw.... i'll post pictures when i got hme........ so yea.....

i hope auntie naza guve birth fast coz i can;t wait to see the newest arrival of saleh's generation!!!

k ya'll gtg!! gdnite n hve fun!!!

xoxoIDA

f. dirty sia!!

2007-11-27T04:03:00.000-08:00

OMG!!

still at nanns hse n im feelin very dirty sia!!! its all bcoz of my two cousins sial!!!

niweas, dad called me juz now n asked me to come hme... i've been sleepin here for 4 days now. prob im goin hme 2moro....
nanns has been sick for the past few days n im feelin quilty to leave her alone at home.........

btw, there is another class gatherin 2moro n im not goin. many are not turning up so why should i..... so yea.. im not commin......

gtg... bb!!!!

xoxoida

boredom strikes!!

2007-11-25T07:40:00.000-08:00

hey ya!!

it's ll:42pm and i can't sleep!
i'm tired actually....
helped uncle nazri to paint his hse.... very tiring....
have to admit that i didnt helped much n i painted his hse anyhow......
we started painting at 1+ n and ended at 1+ also... its abt 12 hrs sey.....
the end product was kind of nice... it looks mire spacious then before n i cant feel the atmosphere is much better....

uncle nazri treat us at al-ashar n i ateb keuh teow... i didn't know what to buy so just anyhow pic... aunt naza ate garlic naan, sis ate bathura, uncle naz ate roti john.... it was delicious... bt it was so cold... just imagine it 2+ n i was wearing cargo pants n short sleeve.... but wad to do... haih.... we reached hme at 3+ n played with boi n dosed off......

woke up 9 in the morning coz it was so hot.... watched tv..........
bla..bla.... it was all boring.....

currently tyring crap n evesdropping to sis catthing on the phone with mira
im searchin for a new blog skin n i can't find any intreresting or attracting sknis.....
im typing crap now cos my brain died..... so alios amigos!!

xoxoida

here r sme pics....

2007-11-23T07:47:00.001-08:00

hidayah
me
us
yummy!!

terminal 3
lola,huda n me
t3

havin a blast!!

2007-11-23T07:30:00.000-08:00

hey,hey,hey!!!

hiw r u guys?? had a class gatherin last wed. it was ok. i had sabo-ed lisah n it was fun. ima pulled her in the sea. n they both were wet!! ima forgot bout her phone n got in the water with it... so pity...

niwaes, went out with kak diah ys'day. went to clementi in search for some new clothes...it was fun n we had tis yummy doughnuts!! YUM YUM!!! we shopped for hours!! then abt 5+ we headed hme...

n today,
woke quite early then usaual... abt 9+... bathed an hour later... then ate, then cleaned the ceiling fan!! n let me tell u it was hell!! i kept falling down the steps!!! 5 times!! n the fan was do damn dirty!!! god!!! then went to qilas hse to play with her bunnies!! they're so cute!! mum says its nt a bunny, its a hare... well hu cares they are in the same family rite?.........
then off i went to johore with tante,mum n huda. blah..blah..blah.... we were at my hse n i was busy packing my bag to sleepover at nans hse AGN!! bt b'4 we headed to jurong, i had to follow tante to fetch her husband at tempines... then headed to nans hse...

watched tv n so.... then tante asked to follow her to go to PRIME so i did 2gether with huda. initially the planned was to go to PRIME n parked the car bt i asked tante to treat us macdonalds... hehe.... so off we went to taman jurong drive-thru n ordered big mac meal n a mcflury for huda. then ate at the void deck.... n went hme..... so now here i am... posting......

2moro plan is to wake up early i go to uncle nazri's hse to help him paint his hse... i guess it will be fun...(hope so!!) im really lazy to go actually... bt well.... for the fun of it.......

klah.... gtg!!

xoxoida

mood for shopping!!

2007-11-16T20:15:00.000-08:00

hello hello hello peeps!!

so long nevepost sey.....

btw, i got in 3e2. thank god.. alhamdullilah.

its been 3 weeks of holiday n the craving for going shooping is mounting up!! my money is nt that much lah bt i want to spent...

currently im at tante's crib n im goin out soon!! cant wait sey!....

life's quite boring these few days. cant mxg gf much coz they all are usin pp8 and their pp8 will get low... haih.....

im wasting my time tis holiday playing computer games. my schedule everyday is wake up, wash face, brush teeth, then eat!!( i knoe wad u thinkin!! :p). after eating, watch tv till afternoon, tehn bathe. then watch more tv, read some books, MORE tv then if theres anymore time left i will be playin games on comp.. so boring rite....

only 3 more days left to khaliesah b'dae n 4 more days to the e3 bbq!! i haven't ask mum yet bt hopefully i can go coz i miss e3 so MUCH!!!!
k lah... i'll post soon.......

xoxoida

2007-11-05T21:32:00.000-08:00

Holidays r HELL!!!!

2007-11-02T21:10:00.000-07:00

hello hello.....

so long nvr post sey... mum put password to the comp so its not easy to acess the comp..

btw.. holidays so so so boring.... i'm always eating!! oh god!!

i went bck to kampong last sunday... it was so fun!! took some pics play bike... n more......

i envy the ppl there....... their houses are so big.... kampung dosent mean the villagers are poor rite.. it dosent mean tht all the houses are made of wod n all that stuffs.. my kampung has big houses. its so luxuriois........................
enough with the kampung......

i miss my 2e3.... espicially my five giller friends.... i miss them soo much!!!
i wanna go shoopin with them!!!!!!...LETS GO OUT MAN!!!
cant wait for the 2e3 class gatherin sey..... 21 nov here i come!!!!

xoxo

2007-10-11T17:57:00.000-07:00

WISHING ALL MUSLIMS AN ADVANCE SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI........

most impotantly,
-ima
-syima
-fiqqy
-liesah
-jepun(aidah)
-eera

SELAMAT HARI RAYA....

hari raya!!!

2007-10-11T17:33:00.000-07:00

hellos!!

firstly, i want to say sorry to fiq,liesa n eera for nt goiong out with them. i dun feel like goin out with u guys yesterday.. sorry....
instead of going out with them,i went to jb with mum, sis n tante.

upon reaching,we went to tok eh siah's hse to give her zakat harta. its for her grandchildren that has lost their father a year ago.. pity. they are still so young but have no father....

btw, they were so cute n i cant resist taking photos with them. hehe... the bro, 3 yrs old, called ikwan n her lil sis, 1++, called nisha... they were so adorable!!!! i'll post some pics ltr...
after that, we went to angsana to do some last minit shopping...... look at some flowers, pillows, food,foood,foood,food, and more FOOD!!!

then headed to the carpark to go home. we were suprised to see a big ugly van parked infront of tante's car. WE'RE trapped!! its almost buke n w're stuck!! tough luck!!
..........bt tomy mum genious idea, we managed to go out. u knoe wad we did??!!??

tante went insida the van(its nt locked) then release the handbreak n huda n mum pushed the van. its was so funny....(i didn't push) hehe... i took their video pushhing the ugly van. then fill up petrol n headed off.

we arrived at s'pore at abt 6.45. we breakfast inside the car coz we're late.... went to ntuc to buy rice forb the ketupat then went hme..... eat,eat,eat.... then went to tante's hse... i sleepover n will be going hme tdae.. (take curtain) so... here i am... bored, smelly n sleepy......

bb!!

xoxoxo

2007-09-18T22:29:00.000-07:00

hie...

im very hungry!!!!!

btw, now at comp lab 3!! mdm teh brought us!! thts y can posts....

anw, my blog dead sey...........

2007-09-15T21:48:00.000-07:00

hello...hello ppl!!!

omg!!omg!!!

i've experienced sometin tht i think u guys will nt experienced!!

its so terrifiying!!! i was speechless when tht thing happened!!! it was like 1.30 am yesterday. and i was at malaysia with tante ibu n cik roziz when this thing happened!!!! SCARY!!!!(btw, its not ghost)..... for future details juz ask me!!

2007-09-08T23:09:00.000-07:00

why do we always wants everything to be perfect when we ourselfs are not perfect??

2007-09-08T22:40:00.000-07:00

hey!! im here agn!!

yesterday was a blast!!

earlyin the morning went to bugis. there i meet my sis n tante near bugis junction. then off we went to mustafa centre. there we wasted our time coz we are waiting for the clock to strike 11.30 n it was just 10.10. the atmosphere at mustafa early in the morning sucks tough!! there were a few ppl the only. so no tht fun. tante n i cant stop touchin each others butt!! omg!! we r so disgusting!! hehes......

then it was 11.30 at last n we headed to sim lim square to get my cpu repaired. the guy said that the cpu's motherboard is spoilt. n it cost $145 to be repaired. tante bargained with the guy got it at $130. the cpu will be done in 1 week time!! urgh.....

tehn went to raffles hospital to eat. i ate fishball noodle. not nice sey... then sis get herself a carrot cake which we all shared together with tante. tante had tofu noodle. n sis got cuttlefish noodle. then headed to tantes crib....

there i slacked. watching tv n ate junk foood!! omg!!!

arnd 5.30 off tante, huda, me n lola(grandma) to pasir ris to pick up unle roziz. he was having a course. the course was supposed to end at 6 but it was extended to 7. so we went to the seaside. it was 6+ so i got to see the sunset!! it was so beautiful!!! in dint took a picture coz i forgot to bring my hp!! stupid rite!!
we waited for him tehn we went singapore expo coz lola wanted to buy bra.. hehe... we entered the wrong hall n ended up at the food exebition. uncle roziz bought for me a winnie. then lola bought a basket full of mangoes. tante bought 300grms of dengdeng!!! it was so delicious!!!

then went to hall( was it 3 or 4)?? john little sale!! lola didnt bought anitin there... waste time...

lastly off we go to lau pasat agn!!! ate satay!!! delocious!!! i ate ducks n cow n sheep. i really recomend u guyus to try the duck satay... nice sey.....

lastly headedv to tante crib... then watched some telly n slept...

2007-09-02T18:21:00.000-07:00

hellu...

roday is the first day of the 1 week holiday. n im enjoying it loads.

yesterday, went to nenek ngah's hse for a wedding. then off to computer fair at suntec city. OMG!! there were loaads of ppl there. there were alot of sales going on. n i saw this mp5!!! SO NICE!!!! there were loads of mp3s for sales. mp4s too.... i really want to buy the mp5 seyy.... NICE!!!......

after the comp fair we headed to lau pa sat. eat satay!! yummy!!! delicious! i ate duck satay... sonice n sweet!! there were loads of ppl there also.

after finished eating, we went to uncle sani's hse to pick up mira. she wanted to sleepover at lolas hse so uncle roziz took her. then headed back to lolas crib.

ENJOY THE HOLS PPL!!!

2007-08-27T01:12:00.000-07:00

hello hello hello ppl!!!

now at school suspose to do duty in library but since no ppl so laze ard! hahas!!!

today mdm tiong on duty so can use comp.

short post jer...

toodles!!!~~~

CANT WAIT TO BREAKFAST!!~~ SO HUNGRY!!~~~

alious amigo!